Mendengar takbir raya pagi2 memang membuatkan hati kecil menjadi sayu je. Raya taun nie takkan sama mcm raya taun lepas. Sbb ape? ada la. :) Taun nie raya dah tak relaks.. assignment berlambak! Cikgu rahimah dah berpesan 'jangan nak berfoye2 saje'. huhu. Mmg takkan hilang ayat tu sampai bila2. Akhir kata, semoga anda semua bergembira di hari yang mulia ini. p/s: Kalau iszee (uncle) Raja SMS, ini pulak Raja Hantar SMS. SmS yang ku hantar cecah 100 kot. :P lalala~
Salam.. erkk.. for some reasons i think my days felt like it has been fixed.
Monday ; Gile bersemangat. Almaklumlah first day nak pegi kelas. Even the entire day full with history subject. (Hell yeah!) haha.
Tuesday ; Everything seems just fine. I’m not feeling anything yet. Biasa je.
Wednesday ; Tired already. hwa.. i miss my bed/sofa at home. Bila jumaat nak menjelmakan diri nie.. T,T
Thursday ; Shit. I get tired already. Why the clock seems ticking so slow? Hwa!! Started to look at family’s and friends’ pictures. Esok cepat la menjelma. But there’s one thing i like bout Thursday; Mr Raj and Dr. Azita’s class!! Hoho. Cool beb.
Friday ; finally!!! Its Friday!! Bersemangat pegi kelas. Pegi cepat balik cepat. Only got two classes for Friday. Yeay! 12.30pm i’ll be home.. hahhaha... Sg buloh! I’m back! Lalala~ *singing with hati yang suka ria*
Saturday ; home sweet home. Nothing can replace it. Kecuali syurga kot. But ‘rumahku syurgaku’ kan kan? No no.. syurga lebih baek kot.
Sunday ; *sigh heavily* huh~ its time to leave home. Rumah kata pergi IPBA kata mari. Lai2.. cam tu kot. T,T belum puas duduk rumah. Hwa!!! Berat sungguh hatiku ini.
I wonder, is this wut they used to call “homesick”? erkk...
First of all, i wanna wish u guys “selamat menjalani ibadah puasa”. Emm.. lama jugak tak update blog nie. Bukan alasan ‘malas’ yg nak digunakan hari ini, tapi alasan ‘tiada masa’ lebih menggambarkan situasi yg sebenar. Sampaikan ada kenalan yg masih bersekolah hantar msg “kalo u still my fren, bls la msg nie!” maaf ye dik, org tade masa nak layan kerenah ko. Adakah persahabatan dinilai hanya dgn hantar msg? salah! With my bestfrens, tak contact pon slalu. Jarang kot. But deep inside we know we still bestfrens and we appreciate others more when rarely meet. Liyana pernah berkata “Bila dah sorg2 tnpa kawan, baru la realise yg frenship can be so meaningful. But this is the journey of life, we move on, and jumpe org2 baru dlm fasa2 masa tertentu.” Nie la kata2 bakal pharmacist.
Kira2 dlm masa 2 minggu lepas adalah minggu2 yg sgt tough bagi aku. Baru duduk ipba sebulan lebih, aku dah rasa letih sgt. Bukan letih fizikal tp letih emosi. Sumpah letih sgt wahai kawanku. Dalam dua minggu tu macam2 perkara berlaku. Bak kata roommate ku, tulis novel pon dah boleh lepas.
2minggu yg lepas, dua dari rakanku di IPBA bergaduh. Pada permulaan hanyalah silent argument. Disebabkan aku hanyalah manusia yg mempunyai hati, tak sanggup tgk salah sorg dari mereka berdiam diri, tidak bertegur sapa antara satu sama lain, ada yg demam lagi merayau sana sini seorang diri..
-mungkin salahku kerana tak dgr cerita dr dua2 pihak & hanya menyebelahi satu pihak. I was wrong, I admit it.
So I called all of them to have a meeting, so dorg boleh express ape yg dorg rasa and ape yg dorg tak puas hati. I used to do this slow talk with my bestfrens dekat sg buloh and it usually work.
–but I guess that was my 2nd wrong doing.
Why? Because these people who came from all over Malaysia, got their own way & cant accept my way. Berlaku la perdebatan suara yg maha kuat antara mereka, hampir berlaku pergaduhan fizikal rasanya, dan berlaku emotional breakdown. Mental tak kuat menahan segala tension kot. Akhirnya dua2 org tak boleh pandang antara satu sama lain. Maybe kedengaran menda biasa.
–eleyh perkara kecik je. Gado biasa. Ko nak tension ape zafirah? Ape benda ygmeletihkan ko sgt?
Org yg tak mengetahui mungkin berkata mcm tu. Tapi Allah tau betapa kami yg terlibat diuji dengan permainan emosi. For your information, org2 HEP (jabatan Hal Ehwal Pelajar) pon turun padang sbb kes nie. Jadi fikir la sendiri serius atau tak.
Assalamualaikum wtb.. hye friends.. Zafirah now continue her studies at IPBA(institut perguruan bahasa antarabangsa). Well.. erm.. i dont have time to describe IPBA right now. just in general i think the environment at IPBA is quite ok, boleh la untuk kurus coz mmg sumpah giler byk tangga. haha. *zafirah bakal kurus kot, yeay!* (^_^) udara sumpah teruk. udara kat KL, biasa la, berjerebu. Right now, i dont have any lappy to on9 at IPBA, CC pon tade kat sana. sob3. T,T My class oke la. dak2 kelas sume havoc gak la, perangai laen2. macam ragam dorg nie but best. rasanyer pengajian sosial (KS) kelas paling selumber kot. huhu.. :D idup KS!! hoho 5 tahun setengah nnti pandang muka yg sama jugak, ye, itulah family ku di IPBA nie kot. lalala~ my roomates, 6 of them, if i wanna mention each one of their characters, hujung taon pon tak abes kot. dorg sumer laen2 character and giler2!! dats wut i like about them. :) next time kalo dah ada pic2 IPBA i'll write another blog. till then, take care and have a nice day. :)
p/s: Skrg mega sale!! last friday i went to shop and the price cut was really a shock! go go now. high quality with low price. hoho. ngee~
see dat, IPGM punye lambang. actually dulu name IPBA. IPBA lagi sedap kot. :)
yeah!! Hari Raya Aidilfitri menjelma lagi.
