tadi ku terjaga. mimpi hantu. masa tu tgh bermain dgn kawan2. even time maghrib pun tak berhenti. moralnya: time maghrib berhenti main dan masuk rumah. tp elok jugak terjaga. terlelap sblm isyak. (-.-").......
sebelum terlelap ku ternampak photos terbaru dia. naik dekat homepage facebook. tak tau la nape tangan nie gatal pegi click. tgk la dari kepala album sampai kaki album photo tu. masa tgk gambar dia terkeluar pulak lagu gio "bila cinta" dari laptop member roomate. menangis hati! dah la kantoi dgn roomate tgk gambar dia. haih.. segan u olls.. feeling2 tgk gambar, mmg tak mcm zafirah. come on.. layan lagu jiwang karat mmg dorg tau, tapi bab2 ni dorg belum tau lagi.. tak pe lah. friends, see the other side of me.. the fragile inside..
lama ku tgk gambar dia, and i wonder.. did i have ever cross the person's mind like the person crossed mine..? i'm curious.. curiosity kills the cat. and it does killing me slowly inside.. dia nampak makin gembira, dengan orang baru. alhamdulillah.. its not that i miss the person, the person is still a friend and will remain as the same. nothing's gonna change that. *chuckle* sayang. sbb we used to be best buddy.
ku tak rindu dia sebagai diri dia yg sekarang. sbb tempat dia dah berubah, tiada lagi dihati, maaf. lama sgt dah perkara berlalu. bertahun tahun. tp kadang2 dia menjenguk ke fikiran. serabut. ku rindu dia yg dulu. i miss the feeling of 'us'. but when i miss 'us', all the pain is brought back. i handle the pain once. but the scars is still remain till now. DAMN right? yeah. jgn bagitau ala2 'bunga bukan sekuntum'. mmg. tapi hati ku satu je. dia curi dulu tak pulang2. entah balai polis mana mau cari. tak ingat pulak ada buat report atau tak. entah2 dah kene jual dekat thailand. *sigh*
gudnyte.. tomorrow, be nice please..
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